Courage of Conviction

Live. Die. Repeat. Sounds like a game of Half-Life where you respawn every time you get pwned right? Yup but what if this happens to you? You wake up everyday to live that same day over and over again. In a loop. You get killed, you wake up a fresh in the same morning only to relive that day you get killed one way or another? You "reset" every time. Watch the trailer here from Warner Brothers Pictures I asked a friend how would he feel if he would be the main character(Tom Cruise). He replied it would be tiring. I agree but you are also given a chance to change the outcome of that day. If I am given the choice, I would have used it to change a lot of things and see how it goes. No not save the world like Tom Cruise did but maybe something on a smaller scale. Making a difference to other peoples life. The down side? Reliving the painful part of having lost something/someone you could never replace. All in all this movie is a 2 thumbs up from me. I ...

Yeap... it's a gloomy day to start with.. This pic was taken a while back when I know it will be used for something like this post. Mind the watermark as I am only using paint for it... Good enough for me it seems. It was a surprise for me as I didn't really notice mt "friends" were gone when I returned. Somehow it was late at night and I thought they were off to sleep which is usual. It was only the next day that Auntie Pauline told me that I know they were gone for 3 days.. I was like...sigh... I was caught speechless.. I held my tears till I am in my room.. If only I knew they were going away... If only I did stayed the morning before I left to spend more time with them.. If only I played with them the night before and treat them snacks... Too many IFs but I guess I can't change anything anymore now.. I really didn't see it coming.. Sigh... RIP King.. You will always be a good friend to me.. Somehow he is like a protector to me... Follows me around when I ...

For those who still haven't got the news yet, the chairman of the 10th KL Air Scout Group committee went home to the lord yesterday(20 January 2010) at about 5.30 in the morning. Just as 10th KL's flag being flown half mast at the Kwai Choong den till after the funeral, so will this blog be silent till then. I will still approve comments or might even reply to them but no post will be posted. Yes I know the news would have sadden a lot of the boys as he is one who is always close to everyone. Just like one of the boys who told me that we are the pencils and he is the sharpener or another who said he just can't bear to see a lifeless body without a soul. But there is something I would want you boys to know, that is he had lived a fruitful life to have all of us under him. He sees us grow and took part in the process of forming all of us to be who we are today. I was there yesterday night to see him donned in the scout T-shirt donned with the group scarf and I could feel the ...

Warning! This post may be offensive to some people. Read at your own risk. A friend asked me this question over msn. I didn't give it much of a thinking when I am so bloody busy with my assignment and now when I am done with the first of the series of assignment in the next coming 2 weeks, I started to remember his question. So now that I have remembered, I started to give it a thought. Say you are on this island stuck with an ugly fat lady. Okok! I know you guys are sensitive to the word "FAT". SO lets just assume she is fat fleshy ok? So you are one guy who can get all the girls you want in the city but too bad, now you are in the island stuck with miss fleshy. To make matters worse, there is nothing edible or drinkable save for the salty sea water on the island and the next time someone is going to pass by that place in say 2 months. Then the lady came with an offer, do her everytime you need food. Hey even a fat lady has needs ok? Still normal human right? Have emoti...

One of my group mate had a bad hungover and was unable to come to class today. That fella practically got wasted after the drinking session which ended at 3 in the morning with him barely able to stand what more walk. He has to be dragged all the way home. Anyway it reminds me of this joke which 3 idiots partied whole night before their test. They were boozing till late night and didn't study for the test which was scheduled for the next day. In the morning they thought of a plan and yes it's a genius one. They made themselves look as dirty and weird as they could with grease and dirt. Then they went up to the exam invigilator and said that they had gone to an out of town wedding last night and on their return journey, one of the tyre of their car burst and they had to push the car all the way back so they were in no condition to appear for the test. Yes there are some provisions for people who couldn't attend exams for the "most outstanding reasons" a.k.a valid r...

I left home early today due to the lack of rest. Yes I was in the computer lab doing my work and I saved all my assignments in my pendrive so I could continue my work at home. I always remember to unplug my pendrive whenever I leave the workstations. Now guess what happened? Let the picture do the talking. Notice something wrong? No right? That's why I didn't notice either. Now have a closer look. See it already? Just in case you are dumb enough, the whole pendrive with the chip is gone left/stuck at the workstation while I only took the cover home. Die. All my assignments are in there and this Fri would be the dateline of one of them. I really don't know what to do now. Sigh. Would the kind soul who manage to see my pendrive please return it to me or at least don't take it ok? else I am screwed big time. Yes I am already scared shit right now. Imagine months of work gone just like that in a snap. This is a time for facepalm.... Moral of the story? Don't use cheap C...

Yes, murders are committed at the bus stop and the killers scooted free there after. What is worse is that these murderers kill their victims slowly torturing them to their death. I think this situation will continue to be worse because no one would bother to nab these murderers. All these murders happen right under our eyes. So what can we do? Sit there and wait for another murderer to pass by and kill us all or do something for a change? Are we going to be a civilized society or what? Before you guys hammer my head asking which murder and which news station, newspaper or tv showed the murder, I am telling you that it's not a murder where someone get a gun at the back of your head and proceed to empty a whole magazine of bullets into your head. Nor is it a murderer who comes to you with a knife to end you up in a bloody mess. I am talking about those smoking murderers. You may ask why I call them murderers. "Isn’t it too sarcastic to call them murderers?" says one of my...

Here is something meaningful I would like to share with you guys. Someone sent this to me but I just can't recall who. Look I have short term memory loss from all the stress I am under lately.